Update

Bored, depressed, uninspired, and lonely.

I just feel like I am stuck in first gear. Or perhaps not even in first. Just sitting here and spinning my wheels, not going anywhere at all.

Right now I am temping and that is great and all. It puts a few dollars in my pocket but it just feels so unsatisfying each day. Career wise I just feel like I am not moving towards anything. In interviews people ask where I want to be in a few years. How about where I want to be now? No one asks that.

Each day seems to run into each other. Each day this week I went to work, came home, ate a leftover ham and cheese sandwich with a bowl of tomato soup, sat on the couch for a few hours watching tv, and then went to bed. Just a rinse and a repeat each day.

I miss having friends. I miss having stuff to look forward to. Events to go to. Things to plan for. People to see. Each week seems to be the same.

I try and plan events and things to do but everything seems scattered and unattainable.


Unattainable and blah.